Dear Developers,

With the most recent patch, it has come to my attention that I may not be able to play Perpetuum any longer.  It is a sad but necessary action I must take with the current circumstances.  I am dumbfounded at your recent decisions, and can't imagine anyone who would actually be satisfied by your inept behavior as of late.

The last few days have been some of the toughest I have faced.  I can't sleep, my appetite is nearly gone, and I have constant migraines that even the strongest medications can't take the edge off.  I find myself staring into the distance in utter disillusionment and am at a complete loss for what to do with myself.  If I even have the stomach to log into the game, I end up just watching my robot spin and spin and spin.  I forced myself to undock once, but all I could muster was to stare at an NPC spawn from a distance, jealous of their ignorance.

I used to enjoy this game quite thoroughly, even to the point where I thought I would never need to play another game again.  I have explored every inch of Nia and delved into every role a player could take and have enjoyed all of it.  Thinking back to the good times I have had brings me a small feeling of happiness, but is already gone as I know it may only survive as a memory from now on.  I fear that I may never again experience the joy of Perpetuum that I so foolishly took for granted.

I am slipping into an ever deepening depression that I'm not sure I can pull myself out of.  I have completely withdrawn from everything I remember enjoying, and even thinking about it now makes me want to turn out the lights and curl up into a ball.  But, this could be my last hope, so I will push through and hopefully say what I came here to say.  I haven't socialized with anyone in days, and the only person I have talked to was my life coach.  He sent an ambulance over immediately after not hearing from me in 24 hours, and found me lying naked on my roof, using the stars to trace the Perpetuum icon over and over wherever I saw it.  This is the lowest of the low in my life, and I hope you are beginning to understand the ramifications of your actions.

My life coach told me that I need to find ways to reinforce my positive self esteem.  In the past I would complete my self-affirmation exercises then log into Perpetuum and spend at least 5 minutes staring at the Most Dangerous Agents list while quietly repeating, "I am the best.  I am #1."   Now, every time I see that list, I have to hold back the spasms in my gut and the urge to put a hole through my monitor.

I am afraid that if nothing is done soon that I will resort to more drastic measures to correct this abomination.  I have cut all ties in my life at this point, and am willing to dedicate my pathetic existence to right what you have wronged.

Please, Devs, I implore you to once again allow Arkhe kills in the kill counter.  It may not just simply save your game, but also save the life of one of your most dedicated players.

Sincerely,
Neoxx